Holly Madison /
The real, untold, and unvarnished story of life inside the Playboy Mansion-and the man who holds the key-from the woman who was Heff's #1 girlfriend and star of The Girls Next Door I'm well aware of the public perception of Hugh Hefner and his harem of blondes. I may have been reduced to becoming a trophy girlfriend, but despite the popular opinion of Playboy bunnies, I wasn't a fool. I knew how most people felt about us, but that wasn't nearly as important as how I felt about myself. In my heart I knew that I had sold a bit of my soul for the chance at fame.-Holly Madison For Holly Sue Cullen, falling into the Playboy Empire was as strange, wonderful and fraught with peril as Alice's slip into Wonderland. A spontaneous decision at age 21 transformed the small-town Oregon girl into Holly Madison, Hugh Hefner's #1 girlfriend. Her years inside the Mansion went from a fairytale of A-list celebrity parties and events (as well as her own #1-rated TV show) to an oppressive regime of...